a key to a painting is you must be happy when you did it
I make this picture when I was so mad to the "bug" in my house
because I'm not allowed to mess with the "bug", so I make a painting to throw all of my anger
and here it is, I hate it, it's blah!

This picture simply tells a bunch of my feelings that day
thus, the not-really-connected title came out in my mind

"bug" stay, I leave
"bug" leave, I stay

I really want to scream it out loud, I'll leave! With my heart as gloomy as the rain, as dark as the sky, and as narrow as this road
you don't call me back

But right now it's ok, after make a dark and sad painting, you automatically throw all the sadness away, even it also meant that we have make a memoriam of what has happened, and even it will remind us about that day whenever we look at the picture.
But it works, at least it works