pain over pain

really wanna paint, but it's so painful to paint during artblock
so here's the ugly result

I wasn't inpired by any picture
if you found it similar to other artist's picture, then that's a frightening coincidence

if you don't mind, read my humble description:

She's my original character, one who got the most stable design among all
made her when I was in elementary school (wow, that's old)
she' still a girl, still look-alike a 13 years old teen, still has golden hair, pink eyes, and still a spiritual being who controls dreams

got nothing to do with the reptile

this drawing is a failure, she doesn't even looked like a 13 years ol', and she's not even pretty, and everything was messed up, and the shading was all wrong that all details in her dress are distracted
*bites fingers*